January 12, 2021
Wanted: One roommate to share a 3-bedroom house, split the rent, and ideally not be the guy I can’t stop thinking about.
I’m a man with too many secrets, so the last thing I need is a new roommate with a sexy smile and blue eyes that see right through me. Eight years ago, Roderick left town after high school. We’re not friends. I owe him nothing. But back then, I let one of my secrets slip, and he’s the only one who noticed.
Part of me knows I should run far, far away. But the other part wants him to come upstairs and spend the night. But if I let him in, I could lose everything.
Seeking: a room to rent in town. I’m tidy, have no pets, and I will feed you homemade bread.
I should probably add: Gay AF, and has no filter. It’s no wonder my new landlord is so wary of me.
A smarter man would ignore those hot glances from Kieran Shipley. The broody lumberjack wants more from me than another fresh-baked pretzel. But if I push my luck, I’ll end up back on the street.
Too bad I’ve never been smart with my heart…
Back at home, I do all the chores and then some.
First I put the cows in the north pasture. Moving cows is easy enough in good weather. It only requires me to move the portable fence and wave them through the opening. “Go on, enjoy,” I say as they file past me eagerly. Our herd is grass fed, and they don’t need to be asked twice. The long, seedy grass and corn stalks I’m offering are like a recently freshened, all-you-can-eat buffet.
Let’s face it—the cows are easier to handle than any of my family members. They go where they’re needed, no questions asked. But my dog—Rexie—gives the cows a nice loud woof just to pretend he’s working hard.
After the cow parade, I close up the fence and turn the electricity on. After that, I spend forty-five minutes raking cow shit out of the lower farmyard in the dark.
It’s boring drudge work, and my mind starts to wander. And, fuck, it wanders right to Roderick Waites—the guy who climbed out of a blue Volkswagen and right back into my brain.
I wish I could say I haven’t thought about him since high school, but that would be a lie. And if I were a more spiritual person, I’d probably interpret Roderick’s reappearance in town as a sign. A wakeup call.
Nobody knows all the tangled things in my brain, but for a split second when I was a teenager, Roderick came close to learning one of my biggest secrets.
The first time I saw him on his knees in front of another guy, it was an accident.
It was autumn then, too. I’d been at a high school football game. It was chilly that night and, last second before leaving for the game, I’d grabbed my dad’s jacket from the hook by the door. After shoving my hands into the pockets while standing on the windy sidelines, I’d found a flask of whiskey. My father must have last worn the jacket when he was sitting out in the deer blind with his pals. Bonus.
But, of course, I’d had to sneak around to find a place to take a taste.
Leaving the crowd and the game, I ducked inside the door to the school’s gym. Under the cover of the bleachers, I drew out my dad’s flask, and unscrewed the top. Just as I raised it to my lips, I froze at the sound of whispered voices. Whoever was speaking had entered the gym at the other end of the bleachers.
Their shadowy figures weren’t easily visible. But I guessed it was a couple looking for a little privacy for a make-out session. And since a couple sneaking off together wasn’t a threat to me, I stood my ground.
I took a swallow of my father’s hooch. My first sip wasn’t life-changing—it burned going down and made my eyes water—it’s what happened next that changed everything.
After screwing the lid on the flask and pocketing it, I ducked out of the gym and into the hallway. Feeling nosy, I walked toward the gym’s other entrance, noiseless in my Nikes. When I reached the door, I eased into a position that allowed me to spy on the couple I’d heard whispering to each other. They were silent now, and I wanted to know why.
When I saw who it was, I swear my heart almost stopped. A varsity soccer player—Jared Harvey—stood beneath the bleachers, bracing his hands on a tread overhead. Roderick Waites knelt in front of him, unzipping Jared’s jeans.
You can bet I didn’t even blink for the next five minutes…
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Roommate is a standalone by the talented Sarina Bowen. If you’ve read her True North series then you will recognize some of the characters! This is a sexy, m/m story full of heat, laughs, food and family. Roderick is back in Vermont after years away from his home town. After a bitter welcome from his family he’s living in his car, looking for a job and a place to live. He’s not ashamed of who he is, but he’s not going to make the same mistakes again. He’s out and proud, crazy talented in the kitchen and just nice and fun. Kieran Shipley has lived here all his life. He’s hiding secrets from himself and his family. He’s cranky, broody and needs to get out of his parents’ house. He’s only working part time at the Busy Bean for extra money while he decides whether to take the next step in following his dreams. When Roderick walks in looking for a job, Kieran can’t help but remember the last time he saw him. Years ago, with another man. He watched and knew then that he liked men, but he’s never acted on it. Now Roddy is here with his sexiness and his likable self and Kieran is having a hard time denying who he is. Especially when he offers Roddy a room in his new place. It starts with cooking lessons, leads to a hot AF kiss and then Kieran needs to decide what he wants. Roderick isn’t going back in the closet again. But he’s having a hard time staying away from the sexy farm boy. Will Kieran finally decide to be who he’s meant to be? Or will he lose the only man he’s ever had feelings for? Oh man! I loved this story! I had the pleasure of listening to the audio and it was fantastic! Teddy Hamilton and Stephen Dexter sound so delicious together! Teddy with his fun, up beat voice and smooth cadence. And Stephen with his growly voice and his passion. Overall, my ears were so happy and I loved every second of it! Looking forward to Sarina’s Vino & Veritas series inside the World of True North (Sarina’s world, but with other authors writing books!)